Thursday, April 24, 2008
Britain's Got Talent
Such a cute little thing, ain't he?
His voice is just plainly tremendous! It's like an older man's! It's very hard to believe that he's just a ten-year-old kid and he has a voice like that! So powerful and mature!
AND, he looks like he's got some Asian blood too! Watch closely, his mother even looks like a Filipina. :)
Such a talented kid. He left all of us speechless and staring in awe! Wow!
This is Madonna Decena, a Filipina. I discovered BGT through the newspaper, when they announced Madonna's achievement. I'm happy for her and her kids.
And I know, there may be a reason for it(her being a club singer and all, she may be used to it. Or maybe, for attention.), but she wears indecent clothes. I would be more appreciative and people would probably respect her more, if she dressed modestly. :)
YES! That's my mother! BIG GIRLS POWER! Hahahahaha!! JOKE! This video really made me crack up! Hahahaha! It's just so amusing, but I guess, you have to admire her guts! Lakas ng loob!
This lady, is Iona and she's a contortionist! So amazing and brilliant! Absoulutely fantastic but freaky too! Hahahah! I've watched a couple of shows that also have gymnasts/contortionists/whatnot, but she is just as or even more captivating than the others.
O my Got, this video really touched me. It actually made me cry. What the judges said really pulled the trigger. I empathized with him. I can't believe that people could really be so mean MOST of the times. And it is true that people bully kids because in some way or another, bullies are jealous of other people's talents and what other people have that they can ever dream of having(Piers).
His voice is so pure. Such a clear and angelic soprano. His singing reminded me of Choirboys. They also even sang the same song, "Pie Jesu". I wish he would win(he deserves it! :]) and gain more self-belief because he is capable of winning.(Just like Simon said)
The look of his eyes when the judges told them their praises for his talent/singing was just a look of plain joy and happiness. It's all very touching. :)
Ha, I hate bullies. (Just like mean girls...)
Check it out. The show Britain's Got Talent has a site in YouTube. It's really great. There are even more fantastic videos there. :) Here's the link: http://youtube.com/user/BritainsGotTalent08 (Just copy, paste it.)
OR you can just click the title of this Blog entry, the link is also there. :)
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Come rain, come thunder!

I really, really don't know why. I don't know why I am suddenly in a better mood when the storm and the rain comes. I love the rain, the thunder. I love the smell of the air promising rain to come. It's just, majestic! Hahahahaha... I love brownouts, the cold the thunderstorms bring. The relief from the ruthless heat of summer. :) I thrive in the rain. I simply love it.
I mean, isn't it miraculous? The rain. The hurricane. It destroys. Trees get battered by the strong wind and they fall. Roofs are blown away. Houses broken and destroyed. People are left homeless. Electric and phone lines, disrupted. But the rain also builds. It waters the soil for new saplings to grow. The fallen trees become hindrances and cause more destruction but they can also become nourishment for the land and soil. The rain cleanses. For me, I feel rejuvenated and my soul is cleansed. I feel reborn and alive.
See...I've been deeply depressed yesterday. But before yesterday, I was confident. I was in a high, then from flying, I instantly plummeted. Down, down, down. Tears were summoned forth. It was irrational and so sudden. It was weird. I don't even know how to explain it myself. Dunno, if it's hormones or whatever. But I think I AM just really lacking in the self-esteem and self-confidence department.
For me, I am very fat and it disgusts me. I don't know why, but it does. I mean I'm not obese or anything...I just am not in my preferred weight. Heheheh...
Don't wanna remember it anymore. :( I just am not satisfied. I know...it's so ungrateful. I should be thankful I have a home to live in, food to eat, clothes to wear, good education, etc. etc.
But I really don't know why...
I'm just NOT satisfied. I'm not happy. I don't feel fulfillment.
I get very high grades, I don't look bad(well, my face doesn't), if I loose weight, I would definitely look great, I have a loving family, I can make art, I can dance well(I think) but really...sometimes I feel as if it means nothing. I'm a very mean person, so self-centered and cruel. I only think of myself most of the time and I wager that the only thing I care about almost as much as I care about me is the environment. Or, that's probably how others perceive me.
But I do love my family. I just don't really treat them nicely. I am mean, cruel and self-centered. Very frank and honest. But maybe, not enough to myself about issues concerning myself.
I do feel bad whenever I hurt them verbally, or for instance, abuse Ileana's kindness and forgivingness. I feel bad when I talk back to my parents, but I do believe despite the fact that they are my parents, I should still have the freedom to tell them what I think. I feel bad when I abuse people's kindness. I feel bad whenever I treat people like they're just a lowly spec of dust. I feel bad when I hurt people by what I say. But I can't help it. I believe in honesty is the best policy shit that I always, ALWAYS, say what is on my mind, I simply cannot lie to people. Call it tactless, thoughtless, or whatever. You're probably right.
I'm such a contradiction. Most of the times my actions are not in coherence with my intentions. I'm just--I dunno! There's just so many things that I feel in one instant...it's such a jumbled mess and the output is not nice. When I'm not in a good mood anyway. Heh. I'm sick of it.
I am almost certain I have an inferiority complex. I feel like shit whenever someone in a room is more prettier than me. So irrational...so unexplainable, so damn STUPID. I don't even know why I feel that way. I am such a conundrum.
Oh man. I guess being stuck in the house for so long surrounded by so much mess leads us plummeting to depression.
Got( ;] ), this sucks.
And it looks like the rain's over.
Friday, April 18, 2008
Why do girls always feel the need to cause drama?
Today we had training again. Hahahaha...I've got serious thoughts again...maybe I should just type them tomorrow.
Eh.
Why do girls remain in packs? Why can't they ever be an individual, standing for themselves and independent of their cliques? At least, why are most girls that way? I mean, I'm a girl, but I ain't like that. Ridiculous.
I'd rather have a single best bud than a pack full of backstabbing lying beaches. I'd rather have one person who I can trust implicitly and not have to worry because that one person might spill my secrets. I'd rather have one person I can rely on no matter what happens, i.e. someone who'll always be there for me. Someone who I am sure isn't just faking it. Just one best bud, and I'm ecstatic.

But girls, why do they always have to have cliques to feel like they belong? To feel good and to feel "in". Very superficial and hardly worth anything. Most of my same gender care so much about clothes, style, their weight(!!!got a lot to say about this), aesthetic appeal, make-up, etcetera, etcetera. All those superficial. Very much so.
I mean I won't deny I am self-conscious too, I do care much about clothes and how I look too. But not like OTHER girls. Some of them just have too much vanity and care too much about freshness outside they forget that inside, they're already rotting. Rotting so strong it reeks. Eh. I hate those kind of girls. One particular girl I know says--well, there are two of them, rather--she doesn't like wearing clothes again. She doesn't like wearing the same outfit again. And not again as in again everyday, but again as in again. As in she abhors wearing the same outfit again even though it's already clean and nicely ironed and all that beejeezus. Such a model ain't she. Yup, she's a model too and VERY much proud about it. She'll rub it in your face 'till she erases your face off your head. Hahahaha...what a superficial person. I do pity her, I must say.
Then there's this other person, one whom I love very much. She's disappearing, literally. She's like, I dunno, 5'2'' and she weighs approximately 93-105 pounds. But she's big-boned. She's already smaller than extra small. She hardly eats, only when she really, really has to. She's already acidic. She's VERY weight conscious it's ridiculous because she's already way below underweight. AND she's beautiful. I mean, she is, I don't get how she can miss that when she looks in the mirror and not be satisfied by what she sees. She was already beautiful back when she still had a little fat on her when she reduced her weight, but now she's just a wispy thing. So fragile-looking, you think one swat, one punch, one hit would obliterate her.
I really am in a very huge dilemma because I don't know what to do. I don't even know the cause of her apparent anorexia. I have guesses, yes, but they're just that, guesses. Yes, I admit, I haven't even faced her about it. Such a coward, aren't I? But it's hard. So many people have already faced her and talked to her about it. I'm afraid if I talk to her, I would even worsen the problem and not do anything to solve it at all. It's such a very sensitive topic. At least around her... She gets touchy about it.
I suppose she gets touchy about it because of the reason which I guess is what's behind her apparent anorexia. She was formerly a big girl. She was overweight and plainly fat. I guess she still sees the same old pudgy, overweight girl in the mirror and never sees the truth that she is already disappearing, and fast at that.
ARGH. I am frustrated! Why do girls have to be superficial so much they'd hurt themselves just to be as "perfect" as how they perceive perfection to be. It's stupid and pointless and just plainly S-T-U-P-I-D!! ARGHARGHARGH!! I guess, the question is, why do most people have to be so superficial? So concerned about what's visible? I mean, I admit I am a very self-conscious girl too, I'm overweight, but never to the point of actually getting myself sick in the head with psychological disorders and barfing my dinner. I have enough common sense and control and rationality not to do that.
And that's just two thing I hate about my gender.
Another is why can't they not stand on their own? Why do they have to stand behind the shadow of their cliques/"barkadas"(as we call them in the Philippines)? WHY? It's so pathetic. Can't they be a separate entity, being that they do have the capacity to be independent from the group because they were born as individuals? Why are most girls so reliant, so dependent on their cliques? To the point that it's ridiculous. They can't go to the comfort room on their own. Pathetic. Can't go anywhere without at least one clique member with them. Can't do laps by themselves. It's like they're all getting retarded that the clique leader has to think of everything for them. "Can I go with her, Ashley?" "No, you stay right here. Let her go with Bree." PATHETIC PATHETIC PATHETIC. Can they not think on their own? After all, they were given brains with the capacity to think, weren't they? Weren't we all?
They think that being in is being seen with others physically constantly, anywhere, anytime. And that just shows how weak their bond is. How superficial their "in-ness" or belongingness is because it has to be manifested by visible physical aspects. It has to be PROVED. And I say WTH? Who needs to prove feelings, if they're true? If you love someone unconditionally, you have to prove it by taking the bullet?
GAHHH. So stupid and ridiculous and JUST PLAIN PATHETIC.
"What is essential is invisible to the eye." --The Little Prince
He's so young but he's already outsmarted those ditzy, superficial, dependent girls, eh?
Yes, I know, you might say, I'm so jealous of the bond these other girls have that I'm so spiteful of their "relationship". And I'll say, "What bond? Relationship? My arse." and laugh out loud right in front of your face. Why would I ever want to be "included" in a superficial bond? Why would I ever want to be in a clique full of people who pretend to be friends but are destroying each other's image and reputation behind each other's backs? Why would I want to be part of a group where everyone is trying so hard to fit in, they forget their identity? They forget that while humans were made to be social creatures, we are still capable of individual thoughts and actions. We still have an identity we keep to distinguish ourselves from others. We don't have to lose ourself just to fit in.
"The man who trims himself to suit everybody will soon whittle himself away." --Charles Schwab

Please do me a favor: be who you are.

P.S. Just so you know, these thoughts entered my brain again because earlier, during the training ceratin people were having the "dependent-clique-lackey" symptoms too much, it almost made me puke my guts out.
Eh.
Why do girls remain in packs? Why can't they ever be an individual, standing for themselves and independent of their cliques? At least, why are most girls that way? I mean, I'm a girl, but I ain't like that. Ridiculous.
I'd rather have a single best bud than a pack full of backstabbing lying beaches. I'd rather have one person who I can trust implicitly and not have to worry because that one person might spill my secrets. I'd rather have one person I can rely on no matter what happens, i.e. someone who'll always be there for me. Someone who I am sure isn't just faking it. Just one best bud, and I'm ecstatic.

But girls, why do they always have to have cliques to feel like they belong? To feel good and to feel "in". Very superficial and hardly worth anything. Most of my same gender care so much about clothes, style, their weight(!!!got a lot to say about this), aesthetic appeal, make-up, etcetera, etcetera. All those superficial. Very much so.
I mean I won't deny I am self-conscious too, I do care much about clothes and how I look too. But not like OTHER girls. Some of them just have too much vanity and care too much about freshness outside they forget that inside, they're already rotting. Rotting so strong it reeks. Eh. I hate those kind of girls. One particular girl I know says--well, there are two of them, rather--she doesn't like wearing clothes again. She doesn't like wearing the same outfit again. And not again as in again everyday, but again as in again. As in she abhors wearing the same outfit again even though it's already clean and nicely ironed and all that beejeezus. Such a model ain't she. Yup, she's a model too and VERY much proud about it. She'll rub it in your face 'till she erases your face off your head. Hahahaha...what a superficial person. I do pity her, I must say.
Then there's this other person, one whom I love very much. She's disappearing, literally. She's like, I dunno, 5'2'' and she weighs approximately 93-105 pounds. But she's big-boned. She's already smaller than extra small. She hardly eats, only when she really, really has to. She's already acidic. She's VERY weight conscious it's ridiculous because she's already way below underweight. AND she's beautiful. I mean, she is, I don't get how she can miss that when she looks in the mirror and not be satisfied by what she sees. She was already beautiful back when she still had a little fat on her when she reduced her weight, but now she's just a wispy thing. So fragile-looking, you think one swat, one punch, one hit would obliterate her.
I really am in a very huge dilemma because I don't know what to do. I don't even know the cause of her apparent anorexia. I have guesses, yes, but they're just that, guesses. Yes, I admit, I haven't even faced her about it. Such a coward, aren't I? But it's hard. So many people have already faced her and talked to her about it. I'm afraid if I talk to her, I would even worsen the problem and not do anything to solve it at all. It's such a very sensitive topic. At least around her... She gets touchy about it.
I suppose she gets touchy about it because of the reason which I guess is what's behind her apparent anorexia. She was formerly a big girl. She was overweight and plainly fat. I guess she still sees the same old pudgy, overweight girl in the mirror and never sees the truth that she is already disappearing, and fast at that.
ARGH. I am frustrated! Why do girls have to be superficial so much they'd hurt themselves just to be as "perfect" as how they perceive perfection to be. It's stupid and pointless and just plainly S-T-U-P-I-D!! ARGHARGHARGH!! I guess, the question is, why do most people have to be so superficial? So concerned about what's visible? I mean, I admit I am a very self-conscious girl too, I'm overweight, but never to the point of actually getting myself sick in the head with psychological disorders and barfing my dinner. I have enough common sense and control and rationality not to do that.
And that's just two thing I hate about my gender.
Another is why can't they not stand on their own? Why do they have to stand behind the shadow of their cliques/"barkadas"(as we call them in the Philippines)? WHY? It's so pathetic. Can't they be a separate entity, being that they do have the capacity to be independent from the group because they were born as individuals? Why are most girls so reliant, so dependent on their cliques? To the point that it's ridiculous. They can't go to the comfort room on their own. Pathetic. Can't go anywhere without at least one clique member with them. Can't do laps by themselves. It's like they're all getting retarded that the clique leader has to think of everything for them. "Can I go with her, Ashley?" "No, you stay right here. Let her go with Bree." PATHETIC PATHETIC PATHETIC. Can they not think on their own? After all, they were given brains with the capacity to think, weren't they? Weren't we all?
They think that being in is being seen with others physically constantly, anywhere, anytime. And that just shows how weak their bond is. How superficial their "in-ness" or belongingness is because it has to be manifested by visible physical aspects. It has to be PROVED. And I say WTH? Who needs to prove feelings, if they're true? If you love someone unconditionally, you have to prove it by taking the bullet?
GAHHH. So stupid and ridiculous and JUST PLAIN PATHETIC.
"What is essential is invisible to the eye." --The Little Prince
He's so young but he's already outsmarted those ditzy, superficial, dependent girls, eh?
Yes, I know, you might say, I'm so jealous of the bond these other girls have that I'm so spiteful of their "relationship". And I'll say, "What bond? Relationship? My arse." and laugh out loud right in front of your face. Why would I ever want to be "included" in a superficial bond? Why would I ever want to be in a clique full of people who pretend to be friends but are destroying each other's image and reputation behind each other's backs? Why would I want to be part of a group where everyone is trying so hard to fit in, they forget their identity? They forget that while humans were made to be social creatures, we are still capable of individual thoughts and actions. We still have an identity we keep to distinguish ourselves from others. We don't have to lose ourself just to fit in.
"The man who trims himself to suit everybody will soon whittle himself away." --Charles Schwab


P.S. Just so you know, these thoughts entered my brain again because earlier, during the training ceratin people were having the "dependent-clique-lackey" symptoms too much, it almost made me puke my guts out.
Thursday, April 17, 2008
Shy's B-day and Religious Queries
We had choir practice this morning. 10am-12pm. It was also Shy's B-day last April 16, I think. So we had food! Yey! We had Yellow Cab, Hawaiian pizza and spaghetti. Last April 14 was Gabe's B-day too. He cooked us DELICIOUS spaghetti. Hahahaha. Many people attended today. We were 22, I think. Ate Crisan also attended, she's the Alto 2 "supporter" or whatever you call it. Sir Raul brought 2 of his students, I think, to help the choir out. Ate Crisan for alto 2 and ate Marion(? Not sure about her name) for soprano 2. BTW, I was transferred to alto 2 because previously, there were only 2 alto 2's(Ynna and Shen). I think today wasn't a very good day for me in choir. Hehehehe... Oh well. You can't have everything, can you?
Back Here at home, I am supposed to fulfill my promise now, aren't I? I guess I should start now. Ehhh. Hahahaha... Procrastinating...
Hmmm...After choir practice, Ileana and I also went to the prayer room. The one beside our practice room. It's air-conditioned inside too. We prayed.
You know, recently, I've been having uncertainties about religion and all that jazz. It's just well not at all reasonable. It's not that I'm an atheist or anything serious like that but I am beginning to have doubts. And, I don't like it. :( I do hope I regain my constant, unflagging faith I had in God since I was little. I mean, there's just too many loopholes in our religion.
First, the greatest question put against our religion, probably(or probably not, whatever): "Why did God make us?". I mean, why are we here now, what's our purpose? Or is there none at all? Why do we exist? Is there a reason to all this? Well, the Bible and school says that it's because God wanted to share His love. He wanted to manifest it, so he made the world and as a "consequence"(?) of that he made us to be stewards of nature. To have dominion over all creatures.
For me, that explanation is already pretty vague. I mean, if he does love us and the world we are living in now, then why are so many suffering? Dying, cheated, in despair, sick, miserable? Why is there no justice in the world today? WHY? Oh, they say it's so we can learn, ok, that's plausible, but what about other cases like injustice? Are the injustices falling upon us our fault? For some, probably. BUT, for most? I think not.
Another answer they have for my question? Well, they also say that it's because of the consequences of our inherent original sin. Well, that's just blah. Because we weren't even the one who sinned then. AND, if Adam and Eve were really pure and holy as God created them, being the first humans and all that, then they weren't really supposed to have human weaknesses yet, right? Because human weaknesses existed because of that first sin. And so, Eve wasn't ALLOWED(hahahah) to fall into temptation. They also say that she was tempted and sinned because she abused her human freedom. Or something like that. EGHA...whatever.
Also, if he loves our world, then why are so many animals slowly becoming extinct? Why are mountains deforested? Why are THEY the ones suffering because of us? Why doesn't HE protect THEM? HE's omnipotent, right?
I know, nature suffering will equal to us suffering too, in the long run. But still, why do they have to die? I know, so we learn. But others don't even care about it. And everyone is suffering when not even everyone is at fault, or at least, not everyone is at the same degree most are at fault. Many try to change what's slowly happening to our Earth. But they're few compared to those who doesn't even try to do something about it. Or maybe they do try sometimes, but less.
Also, the people who will mostly suffer from the things that are happening to our environment are the people in the future. See, the people who contributes to pollution now, will not end up being the ones who suffer the most because of their polluting because pollution takes a long time to destroy things. It's like this. The people from the past also contributed to the pollution we have today, and I know we also contribute even more, but you see, we also suffer because of their pollution/gas/CO2 emissions. It adds up.
Yes, I know, I might just be feeling sombre today or something, but that is not the case because I do think these thoughts occasionally. My arguments just built up eventually. Hahahaha... I'm becoming hopeless and maybe disillusioned, I think. So sad...
Back Here at home, I am supposed to fulfill my promise now, aren't I? I guess I should start now. Ehhh. Hahahaha... Procrastinating...
Hmmm...After choir practice, Ileana and I also went to the prayer room. The one beside our practice room. It's air-conditioned inside too. We prayed.
You know, recently, I've been having uncertainties about religion and all that jazz. It's just well not at all reasonable. It's not that I'm an atheist or anything serious like that but I am beginning to have doubts. And, I don't like it. :( I do hope I regain my constant, unflagging faith I had in God since I was little. I mean, there's just too many loopholes in our religion.
First, the greatest question put against our religion, probably(or probably not, whatever): "Why did God make us?". I mean, why are we here now, what's our purpose? Or is there none at all? Why do we exist? Is there a reason to all this? Well, the Bible and school says that it's because God wanted to share His love. He wanted to manifest it, so he made the world and as a "consequence"(?) of that he made us to be stewards of nature. To have dominion over all creatures.
For me, that explanation is already pretty vague. I mean, if he does love us and the world we are living in now, then why are so many suffering? Dying, cheated, in despair, sick, miserable? Why is there no justice in the world today? WHY? Oh, they say it's so we can learn, ok, that's plausible, but what about other cases like injustice? Are the injustices falling upon us our fault? For some, probably. BUT, for most? I think not.
Another answer they have for my question? Well, they also say that it's because of the consequences of our inherent original sin. Well, that's just blah. Because we weren't even the one who sinned then. AND, if Adam and Eve were really pure and holy as God created them, being the first humans and all that, then they weren't really supposed to have human weaknesses yet, right? Because human weaknesses existed because of that first sin. And so, Eve wasn't ALLOWED(hahahah) to fall into temptation. They also say that she was tempted and sinned because she abused her human freedom. Or something like that. EGHA...whatever.
Also, if he loves our world, then why are so many animals slowly becoming extinct? Why are mountains deforested? Why are THEY the ones suffering because of us? Why doesn't HE protect THEM? HE's omnipotent, right?
I know, nature suffering will equal to us suffering too, in the long run. But still, why do they have to die? I know, so we learn. But others don't even care about it. And everyone is suffering when not even everyone is at fault, or at least, not everyone is at the same degree most are at fault. Many try to change what's slowly happening to our Earth. But they're few compared to those who doesn't even try to do something about it. Or maybe they do try sometimes, but less.
Also, the people who will mostly suffer from the things that are happening to our environment are the people in the future. See, the people who contributes to pollution now, will not end up being the ones who suffer the most because of their polluting because pollution takes a long time to destroy things. It's like this. The people from the past also contributed to the pollution we have today, and I know we also contribute even more, but you see, we also suffer because of their pollution/gas/CO2 emissions. It adds up.
Yes, I know, I might just be feeling sombre today or something, but that is not the case because I do think these thoughts occasionally. My arguments just built up eventually. Hahahaha... I'm becoming hopeless and maybe disillusioned, I think. So sad...
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Wednesday, April 16, 2008
Back to Swimming
I guess because this is the first entry, it should be great. But I say "kiss my pwet" because I think this entry is nothing spectacular, just my thoughts so far.
We are back. Hahaha... Training again. We only did about 2200m today. But we had core training(before swimming) too. I like it. I mean, I like training again. Getting active again and not just lazing around in the house. EXERCISE!
Back here at home...It is currently in chaos.(in even more chaos than normal) T_T At least the attic's done. Brother's new room. My FUTURE room is the current junkyard. Even though a room is already full of junk and our various belongings, there are still a lot scattered all over the house. And personally, I hate it. I hate the mess. The mess makes it harder to concentrate. Lola even said, "'Di na makahinga sa bahay na 'to.". It's very distracting.... ARGH.
So I am promising myself to fix all my stuff and put it in boxes so as to separate it from all the other junk of my family. HOPEFULLY, before school starts, the house is already in proper order so that I can study peacefully in MY(FINALLY) room. Technically, I guess it still is not mine, mine, because after approximately 10 years I would be sharing it with Gita. Hahahaha... How absurd, I would be 24 by then.
So far summer is OK. Nothing good really happening. Nothing bad either. Just kind of relaxing. I hope that I had been enrolled already in the dance school my father's always yapping about. Heheheh. Because the other schedule is from May 1-28 already, I think. It's such a waste because we're still not going anywhere this April. Hopefully we'll go somewhere good and have mega loads of fun because I DESERVE IT! Buwahahahha...Joke, but we all really need this break. I had been so swamped with so much schoolwork during school time. But still, I appreciate this break I have from all the work and stress. :)
Goodbye for now,
Kristina
We are back. Hahaha... Training again. We only did about 2200m today. But we had core training(before swimming) too. I like it. I mean, I like training again. Getting active again and not just lazing around in the house. EXERCISE!
Back here at home...It is currently in chaos.(in even more chaos than normal) T_T At least the attic's done. Brother's new room. My FUTURE room is the current junkyard. Even though a room is already full of junk and our various belongings, there are still a lot scattered all over the house. And personally, I hate it. I hate the mess. The mess makes it harder to concentrate. Lola even said, "'Di na makahinga sa bahay na 'to.". It's very distracting.... ARGH.
So I am promising myself to fix all my stuff and put it in boxes so as to separate it from all the other junk of my family. HOPEFULLY, before school starts, the house is already in proper order so that I can study peacefully in MY(FINALLY) room. Technically, I guess it still is not mine, mine, because after approximately 10 years I would be sharing it with Gita. Hahahaha... How absurd, I would be 24 by then.
So far summer is OK. Nothing good really happening. Nothing bad either. Just kind of relaxing. I hope that I had been enrolled already in the dance school my father's always yapping about. Heheheh. Because the other schedule is from May 1-28 already, I think. It's such a waste because we're still not going anywhere this April. Hopefully we'll go somewhere good and have mega loads of fun because I DESERVE IT! Buwahahahha...Joke, but we all really need this break. I had been so swamped with so much schoolwork during school time. But still, I appreciate this break I have from all the work and stress. :)
Goodbye for now,
Kristina
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