Wordless = Wordful

You know(whoever you may be), I always have such a good idea of what to write in my bloggie. But those little epiphanies always happen when I'm not writing at my blog. I just think of them almost randomly. Like, "Oh, hey! This is a nice idea to write about LATER." So I never really got to write about all those nice ideas. When I'm not in front of the computer typing all these things, the ideas just zoom and zap and zip inside my head. But once I'm already here, sitting down at this red computer seat, typing away on the keyboard, all the zooming, zapping and zipping just stop. Irritating.

Hmmm...see, I wanted to write about such interesting things. They're so brilliant ideas they make my eyes water just thinking about it. (Right.) But oftentimes, I just forget about them, or I remember but I'm too lazy to write, OR I remember but the idea doesn't seem as brilliantly tear-inducing as before.

I had a pretty neat little idea just recently too. It's that I should post more pictures in my blog, to make it more easy on the eyes(Since I've noticed people tend to shy away from epic, word-filled entries.) and to make it more interesting. HAH. But the ginomorousy problemy is that I don't even take pictures as much as other picture/word-posting bloggers out there. And I find it too hassling, time-consuming and tedious. Or maybe, I'm just lazy. See, our computer is kind of a hybrid of one from the middle ages and one from today's age. It's ok, but it's damn slooooow in uploading and loading things. Our internet connection really sucks. Anyhow, another factor to be taken into consideration is that i don't really carry my cam everywhere and that I don't only write about VISIBLE, camera-captur-able things. I write about abstract ideas and the like.

Hahaha, for someone who didn't really even know what to write about, this entry is turning out to be long, eh? And I don't even think I'm half done.

I've said it before(I think.)and I'll say it again, it's so hard to write about what you feel/think/whatever because your mind doesn't stop thinking so ideas just keep on coalescing, changing, and transforming. It's difficult to even try to begin.

But, let's see. Hmmm...

Today, I will really write about...UGH. Whatever, I wanted to write such fantabulistic ideas but I'm finding myself too lazy to write about them now(again.) Hahaha...So i'll just REALLY write about what I feel/think right now. Excuse them if they're so random, they make your head jump and do some crazy, wiggly dance inside your cranium.

First of all, this guy is soooo good-looking...yummm. HAHAHHA...don't worry, even I'm disgusted at myself.

Next, I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY TO THE INFINITY want to watch Avatar: The legend of Aang. UGH. It's killing me, mahn.

AND, I also want to watch tearfully huge quantities of chick-flicks. And I want to watch Eli Stone. Mahn, where are the good TV shows when I actually have the time to watch them?

Life sure knows how to stink well.

What else do I want to do? I want to learn some self-defense martial arts. Useful for potential rapists/robbers/murderers. I want to go to an art school, dance school, and learn conversational Chinese. I want to read Nolimetangere and El Filibusterismo, but the Filipino is so deep to the deepest trench in wherever(Marianas Trench? I forgot where and what's the name of the deepest trench is. Grade school has been sooo long ago. Yea, right.) my brain only registers only about a fourth of each paragraph.

ARUGHHHHHH....

Well, those are the current innards of my cerebellum. Hope they entertained. LOL.

Love, Kristina :P

PS. AND I REALLY want to go to SOMEPLACE for a good summer VACATION. Dude, I don't think my family even has anything planned. It sucks. Yes, it does. (And you know what? Of course you don't. But anyhow, all the time I'm complaining and saying "This sucks, this is so damn middle-aged, etc.etc.etc." my mind s going spiritual and telling me that "Thou shalt not complain; self-pity is not a good habit.". Well, you can't deny it, can you? EVERYONE does have weird brain waves ALL THE TIME. Or at lest, I think so.)

Goodbye now, really, for real.
:D