My Life As It Is

Since I am flawed by the inferiority complex, I have thought of a good idea--at least, I think it is--to boost my self-esteem. Every time I see or meet an inhumanly beautiful person, I will bless them with the most creative ugliest name ever. This way, instead of becoming paranoid and stimulating my not-so-dormant-ultra-competitive self, I will just be enormously humored. Yes, this is my kind of humor. Sorry to disgust.



Anyhow, I just received an e-mail for my aunt. She constantly reminds me of the fact that "I will accomplish great things.". It's kind of flattering but at the same time also it makes me feel like I have to NOT disappoint her. Pressure, man. Of course, I want to be "great" too. It's just that there are SO MANY things I want to do.

Here's a list:
I WANT TO:
- be a great artist
- be a great dancer
- be a great writer
- learn yoga and pilates
- become fluent in Chinese
- understand (at least) Japanese
- learn Spanish, European Languages basically
- attain a scholarship in Ateneo
- attain a scholarship in an Ivy League
- serve others: organizations
ETC.ETC.ETC.

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Just today, I found a side of my bestie I wasn't really aware existed. Hahaha...It's just that she is usually so kind and considerate that you wouldn't guess she could experience all sorts of negative emotions. Stupid assumption, I know. It doesn't really make me like her less. It's actually a good thing because now at least I know that she IS human too, not just an angel sent by God to be my friend. :)

That's all my thoughts for now, folks. :)
I'm so corny. Gotta eat and study.