Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Overload

Not really overload as in homework overload. Just that I have so much to say again. I want to write about the Neanderthals, the prreeeevious topic we had in AP. Haha...so long ago, back in first quarter. (It's already the second quarter)

Ha, talking about the quarters reminds me of the periodical tests or PT's. GAAAD. I think I won't get second honor anymore....AGH, don't think about it. I HOPE I GET SECOND FRICKEN HONOR. GAAAAM... I only got a frickin line of 8 in Science! I hate my arithmetic skills. I suck in mental math. Oh, mehn. And science is one of my fortes. SUPPOSEDLY. At least I still got a 94 in English. Thank papa. Oh yea, and I got perfect in CLE. :) And you know what?? My lowest was HOOOOLY FUGGIN FILIPINO! An 81! Binibining Lazaro is a grade-murderer. :| But she teaches really good, she just tests us so HARD. MAHN. My math is even higher than Filipino, what a shocker.

Enough about grades.

Since I have been dormant for the past 2 months. I shall begin ranting about my class and whatever is related to it. HA HA HA.

First of all, yes!, I'm in a star section. :) And the one with the valedictorian at that. I'm hoping being in a star section will help me grade-wise too. It's not really that much of a change. Just that about 90% of the class are composed of smarts. But they're all very kind people! I'm so glad they're my classmates. Hahaha...I think I'm irritating them a lot already, with my endless inquiries about the assignments and whatnot. I hope not.

But of course, with the good also comes the evil. There are some people that are still shallow too. VERY MUCH SO. AGH. And I'm pretty offended by the people who make fun of me, but I just try my best to not mind them. They don't mean nothin' anyway. If you think about it, they are pitiful creatures with nothing better to do than waste time criticizing others for no purpose at all, just because they have nothing better to do or that's all their puny minds can handle. Ha, they suck assssss. But what really offended me the most was that I had NEVER been mean to them that way, i even encouraged them and in a strange way, prayed and supported them. It just stings when people you previously thought were decent ones turned out to be the exact opposite.

But enough about them. Hahaha... I am also in the Science Achiever's program. We are the top 20 people in the batch in SCIENCE. Yes, science. We have kind of like 'extension' classes every Thursday until 5:30 PM. It's kind of fun actually. And our teacher's nice even if her English isn't that great, but she's aware of it and at least tries to improve. She's Ms. Bernardo and she's a Chemistry teacher. The class is kind of like an advanced one, but not really. We are supposed to be develop and enhance our skills by the end of the program. And be prepared for college tests and college itself. We WILL also have experiments and currently have a presentation by each group which my group are still not done with.

Pretty cool, huh?

Everything is ok so far. My teacher's are ok, my class is ok, and life is ok. But I don't really want OK, ya' know? I want a ginormous, bright, flashing, neon 'GREAT'.

Oh well, hope it becomes that way one day. I keep hoping too much, don't I? It's just that I don't feel fulfilled, like there's something lacking. AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT IT IS. i have an idea, but it's too...whatever to be even written down here.

P.S. I am also planning on writing a poem about a tree. I know, random, but it's just a thought. And, I don't want to forget. :) It's pending title is 'If a tree could love...' Gives you already an idea of what's it about.

I, Kristina. LOL.

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