BUMMED

Yesterday was our prom night. Yes, it was fun. But I was picked up too early and thinking my friends have gone already, willingly went with my mom to go back home. I was not able to take photos with my friends. I was not able to dance as wildly as I want on the dance floor. I feel like poo. I missed out on a lot. :(

I can blame so many people for the missed opportunity. My mom for picking me up too erly. My date for not encouraging me to stay. My friends for "apparently" disappearing and not looking for me outside the ballroom. But in the end, it is only my own fault. My friends didn't know I was outside. My date didn't know I still wanted to stay. And my parents also didn't know I still wanted to party.

I hate feeling like this.

I shouldn't.

Was looking for things to cheer me up and these are some quotes I found that I feel ought to be remembered.

"The way to succeed is to double your error rate."
-- Thomas J. Watson

"Look not mournfully into the past, it comes not back again.
Wisely improve the present, it is thine. Go forth to meet the
shadowy future without fear and with a manly heart."
-- Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

"It does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live,
remember that."
-- J.K. Rowling, Harry Potter and The Sorcerer's Stone

"The great and glorious masterpiece of man is to know how to
live to purpose."
-- Michel de Montaigne

"A musician must make music, an artist must paint, a poet must
write if he is to be ultimately at peace with himself. What
one can be, one must be."
-- Abraham Maslow

"Once children learn how to learn, nothing is going to narrow
their mind."
-- Marva Collins

"Eating words has never given me indigestion."
-- Winston Churchill

COLLEGE

AHHHHHHHHHHCK.

Thinking about the future can really put me in a heart attack. O.O

College is still a year and how many months away, but I'm really starting to become more serious about it. Partly, because of school and partly, just because of my own anxiety complex. I'm excited about it too, but there's a lot of trepidation mixed in along with that.

I'm contemplating Pscychology, Philosophy, or Theology. To make things even more like chopseuy(is this how you spell it? :D), I'm thinking about taking taking up Sociology too. But my saving grace is they're all kind of interrelated so at least I can focus on one. But I still don't know what to focus on.

I need to have a lunch date with my cousin. HAHA. She'll really help sort out my thoughts, I'm sure.

School's still hectic. I still kinda hate/love it. AHHHHHHHHG. I just can't help but wonder, is all of this torture really necessary? I mean, why can't we just learn for the fun of it? Without the crammed schedules, full of projects, quizzes and stupid stuff like that. Maybe if they(the system?) made project and quiz schedules less hectic, then school could be more fun.

Genius is simplifying the complicated, people. :D

AHAHAHAHAH. I'm so mad about my Filipino exemptions. Just lost it in the FREAKIN FOURTH QUARTER. And I'm mad at this someone who had the nerve to laugh about it to my face...I can't believe someone I USED to highly respect would stoop as low as that.

Well, to leave this on a positive note, prom's next week, Saturday! And I'm excited now because of the dress! It's BEAUTIFUl. :D And, I'm gonna be leaving for our class pre-prom today at 1:30 soon.